Just by this time, the thought strucked me...
confused...drowned into midtst of wonderness...a deep dark hole
i finally realised and admitted i have fallen
fell into a deep hole with only a deem of light so hard to see
a millions of why in my mind
why?why?why?
can see many had fly up to their sky
me? another way round-fell into deep hole
Just then, i realised i have to climb out and start again
maybe it's too late...days, months had passed
but at least i came out
hoping the sun will shine once again
hoping for a second chance to rise
gone is gone, done is done
no point looking backwards but look forward
as i see i still have little chances to grab

我决定了也想通了
不再迷糊不再失去方向
不再为你而烦
我要有自己的原则
有自己的目标
有自己的人生
因为我就是我。

six months

thinking back...

what have i done in these six months?

nothing after all

have been living in busyness but useless and meaningless

finally a short break for me to refresh myself

back to senses and focus on my path

yeah^^ holidays

time for me to work out this lazy bump and fatty boy

aim: 1. can do a split after holidays

2. have better stamina

3. practice add maths! T.T

4. blogging( so not myself)

HAHA

oh nooo wad happened to me?
mood swings...
(: -.- ^^ T.T _._" :(

silence~

sad...sad...sad
why do i get myself into this situation???!!!
feeling like going to seaside and shout loud
trying to ignore but cant
worse...worse...worse
dunno what to say...going to collapse soon
this this that that
OMG...T.T
i wanna "tui hou"

16 MAc

had an outing with a bunch of frens~
very fun
thx bang xiang& his bro,jiun liang,haotuck,jiawey,wailin,suknee,jouyee and wailup
for todays outing
was indeed very fun
especially karaoke HAHAHA
almost CRAZY in the small room
really happy ^^
hope to go out with u guys again!!!

a sad day with good news

terribly sad with my results
physics so close to fail!
bm,chinese,bio,add maths....haizzz
my mood was so terrible, i even ignore my freinds!
felt bad about it
i was speechless till volleyball training
i smash it all out
and good thing i got into school team ^^
felt abit better

the exam days

just finished 3 days of exams dunno why this time i'm not that stress
enjoy doing exams XD
looking forward to holidays!
have a break
have a rest
have fun~wif frens
hmm i starting to understand more about myself
knowing who i am
where to walk
what to do
being a prefect is fun!!!
lots of interesting things happen everyday
awkwardness
insults by frens(LOL hey pengawas- which i don have the attitude)
knowing more frens
dutying is quite fun and i cant wait to wear blue shirt(errr not the normal me)
currently love to live freely without stress, dissappointment and etc

I HAVE TO ADMIT I SUCK AT BLOGGING

Outing

Had an outing wif
mr bong
haotuck
juin liang
junyang
darren
wailin
watched percy jackson
veryvery funny movie mus watch...
best part we laughed alot in pizza hut

Happy Chinese New Year

gong xi fa chai
xing nian kuai le
shen ti jian kang
wan shi ru yi
shue ye jing bu
qing ren jie kuai le!!!

she~

she~

Saturday

My goodness...merentas desa(across village) XD
Both legs are blistered and bleeding.
but today is a happy day.
Currently listening to music
Music decides my emotion...i can say
I hope everyday is a happy day.

It's a friday

Friday !!! It feels good on friday and thank God its friday!
This week quite messed up, when friday finally come i feel relieved
Finally on friday one good news for me
Just got chosen for interview =D
Still have to wait till next Tuesday

Ahhh this feeling again
cant find the reason why
trying to avoid it but...

Unlucky day

Yesterday so tired and i slept at 8 just after dinner
woke up the first thing i say is "shit"
homeworks not done, bag and things not packed
almost wore the wrong clothes, run back home to get a change
but i cause my transporter lateness
reach school rushing to finish piles of homeworks
but end up no chance, have to do this do that
biology class...worse
i just simply give a excuse for not completing homework
i gave i didnt know how to do
teacher thought i say she didnt teach
then screw me for lying
for the rest of the day TIRED although i had slept alot
By 12 got YE meeting and i got marketing director's post
Lunch time no mood to eat and no place
1k students jam into a small canteen
Nothing to write ...as the day continue until i write this.

Last day of holiday

What?Are you kidding me?School's starting tomorrow?
Today is last day of holiday!
Going back to school...
Full of new hope and i'm going for it!
Hope this year is fulfilling and doesn't just pass by foolishly.
A journey with thousand of miles, begin with a single step.
2010 here i begin!

Unexplainable

Do you feel nervous what's ahead of you? Do you feel reluctant to enter 2010? Do you feel like you are missing 2009? Are u afraid of forgetting the remarkable memories you had in 2009? This is the feeling I'm feeling right now and its unexplainable. I do not know why. You may think that I'm thinking too much. What i can describe with word is-empty. Music is suppose to relax a person's frustrating feeling or even cheer up but i somehow dislike music lately, reason is it messed up my feelings. I'm not feeling like myself. A new year is definitely a new start but im afraid i will forget the wonderful memories back in 2009.One of it is OBML OYP/ACC 12 and many more. I do hope i have the courage to face 2010! And whatever it takes i will continue on! Thx limin for ur support! You helped me get through today!