Unexplainable

Do you feel nervous what's ahead of you? Do you feel reluctant to enter 2010? Do you feel like you are missing 2009? Are u afraid of forgetting the remarkable memories you had in 2009? This is the feeling I'm feeling right now and its unexplainable. I do not know why. You may think that I'm thinking too much. What i can describe with word is-empty. Music is suppose to relax a person's frustrating feeling or even cheer up but i somehow dislike music lately, reason is it messed up my feelings. I'm not feeling like myself. A new year is definitely a new start but im afraid i will forget the wonderful memories back in 2009.One of it is OBML OYP/ACC 12 and many more. I do hope i have the courage to face 2010! And whatever it takes i will continue on! Thx limin for ur support! You helped me get through today!